Wild flowers in the Hallway..

I spot this pretty cute flowers on the way to school..i thought i should grab this to put in my diary..

White Roses On Dining Table

Some Quote from David Deida

You need to feel your man’s trustable presence before you will open your heart and body without guard. It’s a step-by-step process of learning. He learns to be more present, you learn to be more open.”
–From “Finding God Through Sex,” a book
by David Deida

Masculine anger is always because you are feeling constrained, trapped by life. Feminine anger is always because you are feeling unloved.”
David Deida

“Men who have lived significant lives are men who never waited: not for money, security, ease, or women.”
David Deida

One of the deepest feminine pleasures is when a man stands full, present, and unreactive in the midst of his woman’s emotional storms. When he stays present with her, and loves her through the layers of wildness and closure, then she feels his trustability, and she can relax”.
David Deida

Quote of the day

Wild Flowers..

I like to see wild flowers that blooms around the yard, they small, unique size and different colours..

 

 

 

 

you see how cute they are..

Lovely Cottage

Dream Cottage..

Today's Favorite lingerie

 

by La Senza

How To Make Tincan Lantern

Tin cans (any size)
Tin opener
Hammer
Nail (you can use different sizes)
Water
Washing-up liquid
Freezer
Pencil
Lantern light

 

 

How long will it take?

Five minutes, wait 24 hours, then another five minutes

What to do

1. Collect some empty tin cans.
2. Clean out the cans. For ones that held oil, wipe out the grease before you wash them. Remove the labels.
3. Fill the can with water and place the can upright in a freezer overnight.
4. Remove the can from the freezer the next day. The frozen water will help the can keep its shape. Without it, the can will dent easily.
5. Mark a pattern on the side of the can with a pencil.
6. Use a hammer and nail to puncture through the outline of your shape with small gaps between each hole.
7. Leave the ice to melt in the can (if in a hurry, use hot water to melt it). Tip out the water and dry the can.
8. Add a lantern candle.

9. Place lantern on a heatproof surface (eg, cement, stone or a dish). You can use the lanterns inside or out, but do be careful because the tin can get hot.

What Is Your New Year's Resolutions?

For me..The next year to come will be a happy year.  Wishing to God, that He will open a way for me to make a business, concentrating and focusing my life to Myself and Darren.  I will forget to have a new relationship for awhile..I guess I need time for myself, rebuild myself to be independent, get my goal on my dreams, have fun with my hobbies, and try to focus on raising my son.  I will try to make rules for darren, focusing on make times for his and my own needs.

I think we need to keep optimistic.  I realized that life is like this..shocking but we can go through it.  And we know that nothing is really bad, because we get used to it, and we can survive.

My motto is..never surrender with life.  I will not gonna be defeated by it.  I challange it..i'll show the world that i will make it.  When we follow this life day by day..I believe we have nothing to worry about.  cos everything will be fine.  God is the provider, so I believe..He will be my super parents.  Who protect me, support, and keeping me from harm.

Could be happiness for a whole year? I believe we have not 100percent happiness for a whole year.  Sometimes a problem occured, and we hit by the sadness.  But, we all know that every problems has their own way to solve.  So..just accept it the way it is with a big heart and patient.  I don't want to see the dark all the way..but waiting with patient that it will solve soon.. so no need to be sad or down too long.  Because the sun will always shines again.

This morning my son brought me some pretty, small flowers that he collected from the outside of our yard.  So I put them in small champagne glass and put it in my room.

 

 

Where Do We Go From Here

By. Vanessa Williams

Life can be strange,

somethings we forget

Or rearrange in time, lose the past

Tell me the truth, tell me how can I know

That this new love of ours,

that its gonna last

I need your strength and I feel your worth

With you I feel protected from all harm

Where do we go from here it's clear

You erase the fear in me,

that keeps me alone

Where do we go from here I know

No matter what the road,

your love will lead me home

What's in a name, his life just a game

We color then erase (we've been erased),

when we lose face

How many lives, tell me how many tries

Before we get it right (before we get it right),

the truth is inside

I need your strength and I feel your worth

With you I feel protected from all harm

Where do we go from here it's clear

You erase the fear in me, that keeps me alone

Where do we go from here I know

No matter what the road,

your love will lead me home

When I never weak, so weak

To scared to speak

When I never low, so low

To tell me, you will never need

Where do we go from here it's clear

You erase the fear in me,

that keeps me alone

Where do we go from here I know

No matter what the road,

your love will lead me home

No matter what the road,

your love will lead me home

Today Inspirations is Chandeliers

I like inexpensive chandelier like this..i think it looks pretty on your daughter's room..

A Little Dream about Wedding Gown

Sometimes I wonder what kind of gown that i'll choose to wear on my wedding someday..I like something simple, feminin, lady, fairy looklike gown.  I don't like to wear a bridal with big balloon and tube that's everybody seems to wear on their wedding. But, I found some of the examples that will be an inspiring wedding dress for me..

 

 

Lesson I

Don't trust a drunk guy!

We want to believe that when someone's drunk what he said that coming from his mouth are coming from an honest feeling he cannot share when he's sobber.  But that is really a crap!  I have this mistakes by trying to accept a "drunken" words from my ex husband when he was proposing me.  yeah..he proposed me on the phone and i didn't knew that time that he was drunk.  So even we married for four years..I just realized, that he didn't actually love me.  He proposed me accidently.  That is my first mistake.  

And this happen again last time, with my exboyfriend..He was drunk when he said he wants to be serious with me..but then, he seems to forget he ever mentioned it to me lol..omg..yes I know, you may think i'm just a fool girl.  But, I took lesson now...so, I just want to remind all ladies who love a men, please..don't listen to his drunk bla..bla..bla..because it means nothing.

Positive..

Positive..positive..positive..that is the only way for us to get a happy life and health.  I know sometimes your mind is dragging to the other way, where its all about question "why", self pitiness, unhappiness of something that is missing.  It's just so easy to change or click the bad thoughts  from your mind.  When your thoughts in your head starts to questions the word "why", "what's wrong with me"..just switch that thoughts into positive and cheer yourself up.  Know that all negative thoughts can create bad energy and destroy your health.

This is a reminder for me, again..and again..because I want to be healthy mind, body, and spirit.  This is how I handle my life.  Life cannot defeat me.  I'm the only power that defeat it!  Nothing can bring me down! noone else can!  I'm the master..I create my life..even this life is harsh.  I will chalange the world..I point at them..no matter what they do to me, they can never bring me down..

Taken my son a walk and play..

Though my body is not really good today, I went with him anyway..I feel pity on him because he is not having a vacation yet.  Next time I'll take him swimming and visiting the zoo.

I hope he's happy today..

Look he's being naughty:-)

Playing with rocking cars:)

Sit down darren..

 

Bought this books too!

That is my activities for today..

Wants to learn how to make cupcakes and icing!