I like gardening..i like to see the green leaves, to smell the colourful roses and flowers..it makes me feel relaxs.  When I’m in stressful moment, I can run to my own little garden.  Sometimes I talk to them, encouraging them to bloom pretty.

I believe all creatures including trees and plants have a feelings.  They can hear you and react just like us humans.  So, when i’m at it..I talk to them, and gave them a name..like..”hello good morning madam rose..how are you today?”  or I talked to other plants and calling them “well hello mama violches..”:-)

If we care for animals and plants the same like we care to other humans, I believe they will respons positively.  And you cannot taken for granted their abilities to us..human..they produced oxigen, their colour makes us happy and of course they make this earth pretty too.  They also provide us food.

So..why don’t we start respecting them and be grateful for what they gave to us?  I believe we can get a good carma by treating them good and respects.

Children is a miracle from God.  He came to our life sometimes in an unexpected time and reasons.  This boy..my son, he was born at the time when his mother and father in a way of separation.  but behind the story..God have a meaning that i can learn..He become an angel who cheer me.  He is the only reason i lived.

He kiss me when i cried, he danced and makes me laugh, he hold me when i need a hug.  I can forget all the problems when we play together.  He greetes me a good morning with his baby talk when he woke up in the morning and smiling at me.

So many precious moment we both have that makes me feel so grateful and happy.  He is my precious gift from God.

To Darren with love
mommy

Sometimes..

Sometimes you gotta runaway so you can see who will run after you.  Sometimes you gotta talk quieter just to see who's listening

Sometimes you gotta step up in a fight just to see whos by yourside.  Sometimes you gotta make a wrong decitions  to see whose there to fix it.

Sometimes you gotta let go of the one you love just to see if they love you enough to come back.

Stay Away from Neediness

When you feel the need to get your men attentions in high demand, try to put your focus on yourself otherwise he will sense you as needy.

Lesson About Relationship from My Experience

1. Believe in yourself.

    Trust to yourself that you are an amazing, unique, charming, educated personality.  Nothing can put you down just because you have a fail relationship.

You cannot wish yourself to be someone else, perhaps you wish that you have a perfect body like models, or a high nose and cheek, or sexy and glamour like celebrity.  You have to accept yourself and love yourself just the way you are.

3. You don't have to try so hard in a relationship

   You don't need to make him happy, he is the one who should make you happy.  If he loves you, he will do anything to make you happy and be with him.  He will be the one who make a step in your relationship because he is the men.

4. Self Esteem

    Listen to your heart, make a list what things you want and what you don't want. stick with that lists and plan. Do not ever lower your standard.

5. Don't show you love him too fast.

    You better keep your heart back, leaning back and see what he can offer to you.  See what he do, rather than what he said.  If you learn that he really loves you than you can give back as much as he gave.

6. Leaning back, stay where you at..let him do the dance, but open your heart.

7. You have to refuse to be treated less then what you deserve..you have your own standard and boundaries.

8. Dating rules, relax, open your heart, be a good listener, and be a good friend.

9.How to comunicate with your men on dating, 3 his information: 1 your answer.

10. Don't tell your secrets in early dates.  Keep it till you both in a deeper level. Don't share personal informations like the books you are reading etc.

Woman

He who would understand a woman, or dissed genius, or solve the mystery of silence is the very man who would wake from a beautiful dream to sing at a breakfast table.

- Khalil Gibran -